A few weeks ago my cat became very skinny. She had always been a small cat, but this was even skinny for her. She had lost alot of weight very quickly. Her ribs and backbone were showing and to pet her, she felt like a wraith. She became very lethargic and not just acting like herself.

Naturally I took her to the vet, and my worst fears were confirmed when they told me she had tested positive for feline leukemia. There is no cure for feline leukemia and it's made even worse by the fact that it's contagious and I have 3 other cats at home.

The vet told me there was nothing they could do to help my kitty and that her liver had already shut down. She was put to sleep on july 10th 2007. I don't think I've stopped crying since then.

The others are going to get tested this week, I've decided if they do have the disease to allow them to live until they show signs of being ill. They are all acting fine, very active, they get into everything.

When I recover my senses and my strength I do plan to get a pet to replace Chloe, although no one will ever take her place. She was the first pet that was really mine and mine alone and not a family pet etc.

Anyways, I've taken it pretty hard, so that's why I just haven't been writing much lately. Hopefully I'll feel like writing again soon.

I spent a long time on this article for another site and it got ranked low just because it was long. I thought maybe someone here could appreciate it.

This tutorial will help you to draw a basic anime character. Tools you will need for this tutorial include: Pencil, White Eraser, Paper, Scanner, an art program such as Photoshop (Gimp is a free alternative to photoshop and can be downloaded online for free).

I like to start with the head first. It should be like an upside down egg. More rounded at the top, and slightly pointed towards the bottom. Sketch lightly at first. Next locate the middle of your egg shape.

Draw a cross hair going horizontally through the shape. You can arch it a little to your likeing. This is where the eyes will go. Many people think the nose is the middle of the face, this is not true. Our eyes are actually the middle of our face.

Next we will draw the eyes. I like to think of the top of the eye as a half C shape (the upper half obviously). Leave some space below the half C and draw a straight line below it for the bottom of the eye. In the middle of the eye draw a large round oval. It should be just brushing the half C and bottom line. This is the pupil. Within the pupil I like to add a smaller oval for the iris and then 2 round circles in either angle for the lights of the eyes. You can shade the smaller oval to make it pop out some more.

Next the nose. It's like a small zig zag line, starting between the eyes, tilt towards one eye, away, and towards. It looks like a small lightning bolt. You can shade the lower half of the line to add some definition.

Last on the face comes the lips. Depending on the expression you are going for the lips will be different. For happy, draw an upside down triangle shape below the nose. Round the corners so that it's not so sharp. add a small half arch inside the triangle about midway or three quarters of the way down. This is the tongue. For a more serious look you can simply draw a thin line for a mouth and add some shadeing beneath it to create the illusion of lips.

With the head and face done, I like to draw out my plans for the body. I start by drawing a stick figure. We can all draw stickmen so this should be easy. Extend one line from the head down. That will be the basic body. You can add the lines for the arms and legs now if you wish or wait until a little later.

The torso is next. On a female character, the torso is like an upside down triangle. It should be located in the top third or so of the body line. Make sure that it's wide enough to match however large your head is. Next we'll add a waist and some shoulders. On the torso, on the top two corners create small to medium sized circles. These will be the shoulders. On the bottom point draw a medium sized circle for the waist.

Arms and legs can be difficult to draw. It is important to remember people do not stand perfectly straight, and you will want your drawing to have some movement and flow to it. Start by adding lines from the shoulders and hips. Be careful not to make the arms too long (it's a common mistake). Look at human arms when they stand, their finger tips come just to mid thigh. I make two ovals around each line, to differinciate where the elbow/knees begin/end. One oval for calf, one for thigh, one for forearm, one for bicep, etc.

Hands and feet are by far the hardest thing for most beginers to master. What I find works well for hands for me is to once again visit our friend, the upside down rounded triangle. This will be the palm of the hand. From this we draw 5 lines with the ones on the end being shorter than the middle 3. These will be the fingers. On each line we drew, we will add 2-3 circles. lightly, because these will be erased. These give the fingers a natural appearance of knuckles. Go around the shapes makeing an outline for each finger and gently erase the circles within them. For Feet I also use a triangle but I try to skew it a little. If it's too pointy it will look like the character is on it's tip toes which is no good. Add a circle for the heel, and use the same line and ball tecnique for the toes.

Lastly, the hair. It should sit slightly ontop of the oval egg shaped head. There should be some hair that sweeps down over the face, especially if your character has long hair. But even short hair should have some on the sides, etc. If your character has bangs, they should fall just above the eyes, almost touching them. Also they should not be perfect, they should flow out and overlap the egg we drew for the face. Each strand of hair does not need to be drawn individually, instead think of it as chunks, pieces, and the general flow and direction that you want the hair to go in.

You can add whatever clothes and accessories you like now overtop of the body that we created. Just remember they should be loose and natural looking like real clothes would be.

Our character is almost complete. Now we need to clean it up. Scan your drawing and import it into photoshop or a similar program. Take the eraser tool and clean up all your stray marks and eraser smudges. Next we need to ink the drawing before we can color it. If you have a tablet you can alternatively trace it to your likeing. If you don't have a tablet there are a few tricks to speed up the "inking" process. You can use filters such as outline, stamp, and cutout, to do parts of the job for you. The great thing about photoshop is if you don't like something you can always undo it lol. These will not do a perfect job. You will need to take a brush tool and fill in missed spots, and clean up stray marks with the eraser.

When you're done, and it will take awhile, you can add color and shadeing to your character. I like to make a copy of the layer just so i'm not messing up my outline. I take away all the inner white space using the magic wand tool (make sure contagious is not selected because you want ALL the white space) and press delete. This becomes your outline layer. Keep it on top and don't color on it. Make another copy of it and put it beneath there, this is where we'll color. There should be no gaps so simply use magic wand again (this time you want contagious to be checked so it wont grab anything outside the boundaries of the black lines.) You can select areas, dump color into them, and move on. You can create a third layer above this one but still below your outline layer. You can experiment with shadeing here. I lower the transparency to about 30% and take a light grey color. I then use a medium sized brush and simply fill in areas where I think the shadow would fall. I then use white and add areas (on the same layer) where I think light would fall. If it looks a little funny you can experiment with the transparency and other settings. I then merge all layers and add a stroke of about 2-3 points to make it pop. And we have a completed anime character with color and shadeing :). Remember practice makes perfect.

I've never read the books (I plan to eventually someday). But the movies are pretty good, The last one, goblet of fire was really good. I liked it better than Narnia (both opened at the same time.)

I was chatting with my coworker the other day and asked her when the book was coming out because she's really into books, including harry potter. She told me 11 days. So when I seen my other coworker, and best friend, I'm like "Yeah so amy says the book is coming out in 11 days eh?" And she was like "No, it's about 23 days, the movie comes out in 11 days though." Me: "Ah, I want to go see it eventually". Her "You want to come with us?" Me: "Sure if by some miracle we all have the same day off." Her: "Well we're going to the midnight showing."

So at that point I was like Sure! :D And then I'm like "So do we need to preorder tickets?" And she said she would ask Amy about it. I seen Amy yesterday and asked her and she said she still needs to find out.

But the cool thing is we're going to pittsburgh to the IMAX. I've never been in an Imax theater before. :D It's gonna make for a late night, but it'll be fun. I think I'm off on the 10th, I have an interview that morning. But chances are one of us will probably be working and wont get off til 9... 9:30 by time everything's clean and the paper work's done. So We'll probably leave from the mall to carpool or follow eachother down. Movie starts at midnight so we should have no trouble making it in time. I dunno how long the movie is, I'm assuming almost 3 hours. So it'll be around 3 when it gets out, and then another hour drive home. I REALLY hope I'm not opening on the 11th.... lol... I'll only get 3 hours of sleep X_X but it'll be fun none the less. I rarely go out or do anything. So I'm pretty excited :D

When I talked to Amy she said "A buncha people are going" I think maybe from her youth group and church and stuff. Maybe I will even make some new friends. I have my liscense but still lacking a social life XD. I really don't want to spend all summer on the PC :)

So yeah it's a pretty big deal :) Imax sounds pretty neat :D I'm excited.

Just a few of my favorite pics. I haven't figured out how to put photos from photobucket here yet so links will have to do

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More to come

Hello An Introduction is in order I suppose. To be honest, I came across this site when I was looking for paid surfing type programs. But well social networks can be fun :)

Let's get something straight right now.

[b] Do NOT [/b] message me if you are looking for cyber or to hook up. I'm [b] NOT [/b] Interested, and I'm in fact very much taken. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 5 years, so unless that unexplicably changes anytime soon I'm not interested in hearing how lonely you are, how hot you seem to think I am, or anything of the kind. I have nothing against online dating, I actually met my boyfriend online way back when. But I'm not looking. K? k. Just remember that and we'll get along fine.

So then, Xenokitten why did you join a social network?


Well the thought of being able to pick up some cash while making friends, updating a blog, posting pictures, etc appeals to me.


IF you like any of the stuff I mentioned: Games, anime, roleplaying, cosplaying, renfaires, conventions, asian ball joint dolls, sanrio, hello kitty, plushies, etc, etc. Then you would be the type of friend I'm looking for.

If you don't have anything in common, then obviously we aren't going to have anything to chat about. So don't waste either of our time :)

I'm a huge gamer. I have: Atarii 2600, genesis, nes, snes, sega cd, 32x, gamegear, nintendo DS, saturn, dreamcast, n64, ps1, ps2, xbox, xbox 360, wii, and the pc.

A few of my favorite games are:
Lunar
Grandia
Persona
Star Ocean
Thousand Arms
Chronocross/trigger
Secret of mana
Atlier Iris
Princess Maker
Torment
World of Warcraft
Final Fantasy
Jade Cocoon
Monster Rancher
Dark Cloud 2
Phantasy Star
Shining Force
Growlanser
Vay
Popful Mail
Sam n Max
Inherrit the Earth
Discworld
King's Quest
Petz
Valkyrie Profile
Earthbound
Illusion of gaia
Nights into dreams
Harvest Moon
Graduation

I love anime, a few of my favorites are Peach Girl, Full Moon Wo Sagashite, Aishiteruze Baby, Nadesico, Gokudo, Dragon Half, Slayers, Fancy Lala, Boys over Flowers, Marmalade Boy, Wolf's Rain, etc.

I love costumes, halloween is my favorite holiday :D I also love renfaires, conventions, and other oppurtunities for dress up.

I love Hello Kity and all things by Sanrio and San-X.

I love asian balljoint dolls. If you don't know what they are, they're highly customizeable, fully poseable dolls made of resin. At this time, I own two, planning purchase of a third.

I love roleplaying although I havent gotten to indulge in this hobby now in many years. I especially loved White wolf games in the world of darkness universe